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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2008, 6:43 AM
Ok....I had vented last night...vented...ALOT...and I even skipped school so that I could have more time to think about everything...though I'm not quite sure if it was the ok thing to do or not.

Ryuu was not to blame....at all. Whenever she lied, she lied to protect my heart. There were things she didn't want me to know, that I had eventually found out. Nothing like cheating, or something like that, but....just the truth. Lol. I won't say more than that about lieing, because that would be then reacing out to her bsieness as well.

She's not a bad person....at all. She's very kind and loving, just...I had pushed her away. She sais that we pushed eachother away, but I am to blame for it regardless. I had wanted to date her...so bad...because my heart could not accept the fact that she had wanted to stay as friends for the time being. And even if sh didn't come back do date me, still be her friend. Work on trust. She still doesn't trust me, and she doesn't forgive herself for what she has done...but...she didn'tdo anything wrong.

All women should agree with me I think, and I won't say all men for most men wouldn't give a shit. I'm not most men...though I am 16, and barely fit to BE a man, I think as if I am 10 years older...just...living my life as I should. Hard to explain that one.

She's now dating someone whom I know will take care of her heart. I trust her decision. She's very protective of her heart....(trust me...i know) and would not place her trust wrongly. Someone wanted me to stop her from dating her...for she could be raped....or....worse....but I know her. She wouldn't listen to me. She would listen to me say "He'll hurt you. Please don't do this" and hear "I love you, I want you back, and I'm really jealous of him"

Am I jealous? Yes. Will I try to stop her? No. Did I want to? Surprisingly...no. This will give me and her the time we needed as friends. She's no cheater. Lol.

All in the end...there's a quote that reminds me off this.

"Relationships -of all kinds- are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you clso your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it it likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possesively, and the relationship slips away and is lost."

-Kaleel Jamison, The Nibble Theory

I found that quote in a book. "Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul"

It's a quote that reminded me so much of Ryuu-san, but, sadly, I got it a few days too late. Hell, maybe even a few months. All I know is, with the words that ryuu uses, I will learn from my mistakes, dust my shoulders of the wrong, forgive myself, and move ahead, and If I choose to try again, do it diffrently. Well Ryuu, if you're reading this, I am. I have. And I will.

Besides, I'm still your friend. And for once, I want to be.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Mad World
  • Reading: The words I had just typed.
  • Watching: My heart slowly mend itself.
  • Playing: War Rock
  • Eating: My own words.
  • Drinking: Sprite GAH!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: At home
  • Interests: Stuff.
  • Favourite movie: The kind u watch.
  • Favourite band or musician: The ones I listen to.
  • Favourite genre of music: The kind that i like.
  • Favourite artist: The one whom is artistic in my eyes.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Can i say me?
  • Favourite photographer: My dad.
  • Favourite style or digital art: The kind that look cool.
  • Operating System: Duuhhhhhhhhh
  • MP3 player of choice: I Pod
  • Favourite game: Unreal Tournament 3 (AKA 2007)
  • Favourite gaming platform: All
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ed
  • Personal Quote: Forgive and forget, or you'll alwasy regret.

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~KiwiNinamori:iconKiwiNinamori: Apr 6, 2008, 12:14:29 PM
-___-forget the angry face, I see you mentioned it in the eight chapter. But if you are going to use my work, I should have credit in the first chapter as well as the rest!
~KiwiNinamori:iconKiwiNinamori: Apr 6, 2008, 12:12:05 PM Mood: Anger
Where is the rest of the disclaimer for Brother's Can't be Trusted?! Like saying how this fanfiction isn't even yours! I don't recall giving you premission to post up "MY" work!
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Mar 4, 2008, 4:12:05 PM
Um...thanks? Lol.

My first thought was sarcasm, but, that's cool ^_^

Thanks ^_^

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Mar 2, 2008, 10:50:32 AM
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Isn't that awwwwwwwwwwsome?!?!?! XD :rofl:

- Ikari Ryuu

P.S. I saw it, and the first thing I thought of was you. So here you go. Poke all those you wish on dA xD

--
Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:21:39 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Feb 2, 2008, 11:28:01 PM
Thank you for the compliments. Chap 5 is ready when u r.

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Feb 2, 2008, 7:43:16 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: again. You're stories are better with every chapter btw.

- Ikari Ryuu

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Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Jan 30, 2008, 8:44:04 PM
Tu madre.

- Ikari Ryuu

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Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Jan 30, 2008, 8:43:37 PM
Translation: Aah Teko-chan, My many thanks to you

- Ikari Ryuu

You idiot. XD

:heart:

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Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 30, 2008, 8:33:15 PM
OMG! what the crap does that mean!?

-tekozuru mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 30, 2008, 8:32:46 PM
Ur mom.

-Tekouru mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 30, 2008, 8:16:17 PM
*wink* idk lol

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
*vonderwall:iconvonderwall: Jan 30, 2008, 5:31:44 PM
;)

--
All in all it´s all just bricks in the wall.
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Jan 29, 2008, 3:29:59 PM
Aah, Senor Teko-chan. Mi muy gracias van tu. XD

- Ikari Ryuu

Tu Idioto.

--
Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Jan 29, 2008, 3:28:57 PM
Gracias y de Nada! ^.^

- Ikari Ryuu

--
Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 29, 2008, 3:25:24 PM
Again, thank you more.

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 29, 2008, 3:24:58 PM
No, thank you.

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 29, 2008, 3:24:46 PM
No, thank you Ryuu-chan.

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Jan 28, 2008, 8:00:10 PM Mood: Compassion
Yo, thank you for the faves on the Inuyasha pics Teko-chan. ^.^ :blush:

- Ikari Ryuu

--
Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
*vonderwall:iconvonderwall: Jan 28, 2008, 6:04:41 PM
Thank you very much for adding me. :bow:

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All in all it´s all just bricks in the wall.
~ProdigyHell-IRyuu:iconProdigyHell-IRyuu: Jan 28, 2008, 5:35:22 PM Mood: Delighted
Thank's for the fave Teko-cah. :rofl:

- Ikari Ryuu

--
Ryuu: A horror story I'm writing [link] :blackrose: Parallel-Rebirth - "Don't let fate lock you behind bars! Let choices lead you to the rebirth of your freedom!" - Ryuu Ikari
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 28, 2008, 2:37:10 PM
No problem. ^_^.

-Tekozuru Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...
~lirin46902004:iconlirin46902004: Jan 27, 2008, 12:59:45 PM Mood: Love
thanks for watching me

--
i shall be bored.
evil spell check
~Tekozuru:iconTekozuru: Jan 24, 2008, 7:57:58 PM
No problem.

-Tekozuu Mottomo

--
Love is not a gift
It is not won
Love is there only if you do what you wish
And if you both share that feeling
The feelign of love and careing.
One day, we will feel this love.
One day, we will be togather..
One day...